Forgiveness

Uncertainty is very hard to bare. Complicated grief is hard to bare.

Being shut out by your wife's family is very hard. 

When you loced your wife but found it hard to be with her was extra hard.

No need to resort to standing out on a bridge. 

 

What I did on my summer holidays

What I did on my summer holidays

For the past five months I have been a patient in Connoly Hospital Department of Psychiatry. I got up on a bridge and nearly jumped over, nurses, guards and ambulance men pulled me over back to safety. I spend some time in HDU - the high dependwncy unit there. I have been unsure of myself ever since. 

I wish myself and my wife had been closer before she died I really do. Now, I miss my daughter terribly. She's now living with my sister. Margaret has since died but I miss her.